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Don't Worry, It Only Gets Worse

by Human After All

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SlashedSucubus Solid, only thing I'm not a fan of? Not enough songs! Continue on this path, you guys have something right here. Favorite track: Resolve.
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1.
Lost souls they crumble west of the river searching for change or just a pathway. Fortune will favor but not all young blood. Black hearts they will forbid your savior. In a time for critical thinking do you grasp the facts or just the headlines. There's a better way to get the point across, than just loaded words said out of turn behind a backlit screen. Flip the script you don't have to do the same.You know better than to condone they're ignorance. You're demons never leave,they just keep a cold embrace.Like a weight upon your chest, gasping for every breath.You can't fake the perfect fate when you're the one who's in your way. We inherit this. Only to Cloud our minds. Thousands misinformed,copy and paste bold lies.Face it there will be no change till seen from both sides. It's not fucking fair. When your the one without a gun to bare. Call unto that angels the devil's work is done here. We all fall victim to the devil's dance
2.
Resolve 03:02
I spend all my nights alone. The tumblers from the table to my lips are the only moves I'm making. Unpaid bills like our conversations never see resolve. I get that you have to hate me to walk away but I hope someday you don't still believe.That I'm the Beast you made me in your head. You took an end of the thread when you walked away.What started out spinnings now fucking unraveling. Extending my reach I've split my scars just as it seems there's nothing left of me. You took your Dagger from my back and then you walked away now there's nothing left of me. There's nothing left. And I know some day you won't.
3.
The window-sill has marked my place. I rest my chin. I'm tired and I hate the taste my grip lost, a tremble begins. Choke I choke I choke I choke on what I got on my breath.I'm crippled by the pain because my mind gave me the slip. No more blank stares or prescriptions. The feelings I felt we're just fiction. I thought I'd search for truth even if it meant losing you but who's leading who? Can't tell if it's chemical. Can't make me out clear at all. Capsized. Desensitized. This blank look through these blood shot eyes have got me letting go of all that's positive and a glimpse of Hope. I know not what's in my mind as I try to pick you up one last time. The right choice was made on the day we changed our minds. I'll initiate I guess. We're not the same I can't handle less. But who's talking? Am I the one who speaks for me? Who's talking? I got a voice but no one's listening. I thought I lost you there,oh wait I did. But I also lost myself in shame and rage please help me out. I'll never go back. I'm torn and beaten and scared on a path too hard to bear. With a thorn in my side and no trail behind. The only path I've known is void and negative. I'll paint it all black, because I know it fits.
4.
Don't Worry 02:55
Far too often I know I'm inadequate. I just sit in bed and think. Once I start I know it'll be hours before i can fall asleep. Because next comes the constant questions like is this even worth it? I just repeat the same mistakes you'd think I'd learn from. Then I start second-guessing every decision I ever made. Instantly creating different realities of how things could have been if I didn't break her heart. Or move to the city a little sooner and a thousand other things. Sometimes it seems like there's a light at the end of the tunnel but it never gets any closer. It's my fault. Shaking and trembling when I am around because I've let you down. I did what I had now I haven't got you. So then after hours of mental self abuse I realize I don't even recognize my life anymore. Most of the time I want to give up. Just as I'm finally about to fall asleep,I see that I don't mean anything to anyone. Once I'm gone it's likely that no one will care,in fact some of them will probably be relieved. I know we all feel this way sometimes but it's a hard feeling to shake. As I close my eyes I know only one thing is for sure,I fucking hate myself. We had our hopes. When we both know,I just don't show a kind of emotion you look for.
5.
Clawing out and away from days just like today.Disrupted. It's so often that I'm interrupted yet these feelings remind.Where is it now the glory and the dream? Without substance for tranquility. At what quote do you put your worth does it weigh down your heart? Is it what you deserve. Will you spill your blood when the time comes to score what we're all looking for. Eyes set to an exit tempted by the crack in the door but I'm too low too stoned too even care, even when your not there. Does your dance await? I can taste it. A gift of peace of mind leaving candy-coated lies behind. I can taste it. Clawing out and away from days,days just like today. When one cease to portray no interest of the way. Came for a drink,got swept away when I swore I could swim. It felt so good to drown,didn't even wanna find the ground. Floating in uncertainty the current waits for me. Let us drink tonight pretend our problems go away. Half-heartedly we smile the same.
6.
I've wasted away because I went too far in the fast lane. Couldn't even pay the rent she taste so sweet I could just forget the overall person that I should be. Not just someone for her to leave. Was I wrong for giving in? If she gets a call from me the next day I'll taste those lips again. I think I'm missing a fairytale at least that's just what's in my head. All I've wrote are petty chapters to stories that I'll never finish. All the nights just blur together and made a me you should never see. At a time I knew defeat. I could be worth more than taken space on a bar seat. But I ease the void thats oh so lonely. With a love only she can show me. She's a poison in my head. Worshipping all my failures. Breaking down every part of who I was who I could have been. Ill dig real deep and spend it all. Just to get that final drop.One last drop. The last drop. I'm not ready to lose her yet,I don't think I ever will be. I love her so even though she'll be the death of me. They said your no good for me,I didn't wanna believe them.

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released August 25, 2017

Recorded/mixed: Seth Henderson
Mastered: Kris Crummett

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